You can get frustrated with things like your job, your writing, your life, your situation, your finances, you're not succeeding, and people around you (some you don't even know). There are a thousand things in this world to frustrate you and trip you up in your Christian walk.
Isn't that the same thing as self pity? No, it's different. No, it's the same thing. So get off the pity pot already somebody else wants to use it!
I hear you. I've spent considerable amount of time on the pity pot myself with trying to get a handle on the feelings accompanied by my stroke and life in general. I've had a pretty hard reality setback with my stroke, but there are stroke survivors who have it much worse than me out there. My grandmother was stricken with seven strokes throughout her life. It gradually took everything away from her until she was almost in a vegetative state before she died with the seventh over five years in the progression.
- Step away from what is frustrating you. Even if it is going into another room.
- Do something else not related to what you were doing. Continuing to punish yourself by keeping at it just makes the frustration worse.
- Remember it can always be worse. For me when I feel myself slipping into a rut I'll remember a friend who is in worse financial, physical or emotional straits than me. You'll smaller after feeling frustrated by such petty things that frustrated you in the first place.
- Find the root cause of why you are feelings frustrated. It may be something deeper than what you are frustrated with at the moment.
- Make your expectations smaller. A lot of times we expect too much from ourselves and set ourselves up for failure
- Focus Smaller. Stop trying to fix the world's problem. Settle for a smaller thing you can do to make it better today. Just today.
- Simplify. Don't try something that takes fifty gazillion steps, if you've never done it before. Think of a jigsaw puzzle. When you were putting one together for the first time you didn't start out with a 1000 piece puzzle or a 3-D. You worked up to it.
- Allow yourself to fail attempts. Recognize that the first ten times you are not going to get it perfect. Learn from the failed attempts and make all new ones.
- You are not alone. Take a look around you. There will be others.
- Be kinder to yourself. Think of all the muscles it takes to frown, how blotchy your face looks after a crying jag, How your screaming and yelling scares the neighbors, and how you will have to replace whatever you break.
May the peace of the Lord be with you.